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[05 Sep 2005|04:03am] |
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My weekend was like this; Friday i got to hang out with Tippi, Iris, and that funky Morgan! It was pretty fun i dearsay! We went to like three parties and then called it a night. And i had a wonderful conversation with someone very special! Then Saturday i was supposed to go camping to Ruidoso with my sister, but i didn't wanna wake up lol, so that was that. For the night derek and i rented "Cool World" and just watched it at his house. That movie used to be more apealing to me when i was a kid lol. Today i'm glad i got to spend time just me with my parents. We first went to eat then walked around and shopped. I don't think it's ever been just the three of us. Then in the night chamucos it was but it wasn't all that great. Oh well, atleast i got to hang out w/ the only one that would have been in my mind if he wouldn't have gone. Then there are those who are like the waves of the ocean they like to leave their trails behind leaving damaged property broken objects and bent images.
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| It was anything but an honest mistake. |
[24 Aug 2005|01:18am] |
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Utep's a whole new deal... it's great You're great This song reminds me of you Walking from one class to the next is like walking from montwood to slider Other issues are lurking, i'm sorry i've paid them no thought, i know you would have wanted me to, "friend". I just wonder if you bit your tounge when you said what you did. And alex, i'm going to miss you soooo much! I love you and i wish you the best of luck! I hope you liked our presents!!!
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| summer of eighty freaking two!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
[27 Jul 2005|11:34pm] |
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well if i would have still been in high school, i wouldn't have been able to have gone out last night and had the fun i did! well bobby left today, so we all went to kinda make it a last farewell in j-town for him. we got there it was (in alphabetical order) andrea, dezi, jessie, morgan, tippi, tristan and myself! well tristan and i split apart from the group and we went to the derby, haha we had it all to ourselfs didn't we tristan! after we got tipsy there we left to meet the rest of the gang at preppies! it was sooo fun! haha i heard the bestest joke ever!!! how do you make a kleenex dance? -put a boogie in it!!!! courtesy of andrea! i taught morgan how to smoke and do the fountain thing! every one was crunk! picture time!!! the girls andrea tippi tristan morgan and me!
 israel and me
 andrea and me
 louie and israel
 bobby doing that face that i find so hilarious!
 some hot guy!
 So yeah! i'm loving it! i take my placement test tomorrow :-/... hope i do well! i'm out now!
Haha this is Tristan and Shawn talking! It's funny!!! RUbbERduCKytB: lol oh RUbbERduCKytB: look dude RUbbERduCKytB: shawn is a retard RUbbERduCKytB: its funny RUbbERduCKytB: were talking about his toe okay RUbbERduCKytB: digitalxxhope: Numbed it and cut the nail RUbbERduCKytB: ouch digitalxxhope: And lasered it so it won't grow back in the sides digitalxxhope: So its burned, and cut up RUbbERduCKytB: ouch do you have to use crutches digitalxxhope: Haha no digitalxxhope: Retard RUbbERduCKytB: well how do you walk RUbbERduCKytB: hahah digitalxxhope: Uh I balance off my heel RUbbERduCKytB: hahah well its cuz its hard to walk like that an i just figured that thye would give you crutches cuz you cant walk on it digitalxxhope: Lmao RUbbERduCKytB: i would lend you mine but they are to short digitalxxhope: How the hell would you lend me a toe!? RUbbERduCKytB: hahaha you retard i was talking about crutches hahah RUbbERduCKytB: lmao digitalxxhope: Ohh lol digitalxxhope: Lmao RUbbERduCKytB: hahah
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| reasons like seasons they constantly change & the seasons of last yr like reasons have floated away |
[25 Jul 2005|05:03am] |
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I've had a lot of time to think... man everything is changing at the speed of light. I think i'm starting to get used to the fact that i'm not in high school anymore lol. Today was just a great big eye opener too. Seems every one is leaving. Fernie is leaving tomorrow, Bobby is leaving on wednesday, Emory left like the beginning of june, Alex is leaving the 3rd week of august. I really am sad, i didn't expect to grow up so fast. I've had tons of people tell me if i thought high school was great college was way more than that. Thursday i have my placement test at Utep then the next week i have orientation, idk it's just really unbelievable how we just take time for granted, we don't even realize a lot of things. It's just hard i guess.
On a happier note, today was pretty fun. Lol hey Tristan... "Hello!!! Who's this?!?! WELL WHO DID YOU CALL?!?!?!"
"AAAhh i don't know!"
Hahaha!
Tristan and i snuck out just to talk outside for a while at one, then like at 3:30 Tippi and Mary Ann picked us up and we went to Fernie's house to say bye to him. I just got home and it's like 5 lol! I'm still kinda sad about all the stuff i just wrote about but ah well, time is the greatest healer! Thursday was sooo awesome! Honesty IS the best policy! Friday and Saturday: chill mode. Tristan and Me

 i used to... it used to mean so much more, i used to hope, but once it came i disregarded it. it used to mean so much more but... i just don't know
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| no but why would they...? |
[27 May 2005|11:49pm] |
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haha karma sucks! so a couple of weeks ago i was supposed to go on a date with this wonderful guy and i stood him up not once but TWICE! Then today he was supposed to pick me up at the mall from work and guess what! i got stood up! well i learned my lesson! anyways tomorrow, May 28, is a big day 4 me! It's the day i turn 18 and i graduate from high school... wow 2-in-1! I'm so scervous! So yeah i'm off now, 11 more minutes till my b-day!
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| C/O 2005 we made HISTORY!!! |
[22 May 2005|02:59am] |
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Memories like this never die...
I can't believe the end has come! This weekend was so awesome, it made me realize how much i'll miss high school! Reading everyone else's site has put me in a real sentimental mood, dude we're graduating! I remember hearing this song by Vitamin C back in 7th grade for the first time, and Senior year was just so far away back then. But now it referrs to us! It's just that i've been a kid my whole life, and suddenly it's like we're women and men. I'll never forget this wonderful experience i've just endured, it's had its ups, it's had its downs, but through it all these are my wonderful memories. If someone asked me if i would ever do this again, and start off as a freshman in highschool, well i would certainly do it! I can honestly see how people have changed drastically from freshman year to now, and its just crazy to see how every one is so mature now, we're no longer the annoying freshman class, we're grown up seniors who are about to enter the real world. Freshman year was so awesome, sophmore year i experienced my first love, junior year i got the bestest job in the world at Brookstone, and senior year it was living each day like it was my last! I'm going to miss hiding from the green ladies because i was wearing flip flops, Mr. Estala yelling at me for chewing gum, for being late, for talking in class, for not standing straight when i'm singing, for... well any reason he could find hehe, the long harsh walks all the way to the 3rd floor from the 1st floor, lol i'm lazy! meeting at "the spot",watching the announcements to see who's on them today, the walk to lunch on B building, texting in class trying to hide the phone from your teacher, the foot ball games, the basketball games, the pepralies, everyone copiyng crystal's paper in algebra II lol, there r just so many things, but all in all, it's made us stronger, and our friends will always be with us! Here are some pics of some of the last days in HIGH SCHOOL! Sorry Iris i stole them from your site!
This is some of us girls right before our final choir concert! My last concert after 6 years!
Mr. Bachman's class... one of my favorite classes in my schedule!
Lunch time at Peter Piper...
Another pic of Crystal, Iris, and myself in Mr. Bachman's...
That's all for now. Ah man 4 years just wasn't enough !
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| Heeeeeee! May 28!!! |
[20 May 2005|12:07am] |
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Today was our senior choir concert! our last time ever on that stage! i'm sure going to miss it! applebees it was afterwards. good times last forever. tomorrow's our last day of high school. the end came to soon... "although today we're parting, we'll never be alone, we'll carry all the memories through the years..." 8 more days till my Birthday!!! Weee!
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| Muah! |
[18 May 2005|09:30pm] |
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That's sooo Fitch!
Heee! Comment yes?!...
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| wishfull thinker with the worst intentions |
[11 May 2005|09:02pm] |
answer this shit 1. Have we kissed?: 2. Do you want to?: 3. What would you like our relationship to be?: 4. Have we dated?: 5. Did you like it?: 6. Do you want to date?: 7. Are we close friends?: 8. Would you be here if I needed you?: 9. Are you attracted to me?: 10. Mentally, sexually, or both?: 11. Do you love me?:
Appearance Do you like my-
12. Face?: 13. Eyes?: 14. Lips?: 15. Body?: 16. Arms?: 17. Legs?: 18. Clothes?: 20. Hands?: 21. Hair?:
Do think I'm-
22. Sexy?: 23. Beautiful?: 24. Hot?: 25. Cute?:
Personality
Do you think I'm- 26. Crazy?: 27. Nice?: 28. Fun to be around?: 29. Funny?: 30. Annoying?:
Would you..
31. Share chocolate with me?: 32. Spend a weekend with me?: 34. Hook up with me?: 36. Care if I ran away?: 37. Care if I died?: 38. Miss me if I left?: 39. Hang out with me?:
What would you do if..
40. I kissed you?: 41. You found out I was missing?: 42. You found out I was in the hospital?: 43. You found out I was dead?: 44. I cried?: 45. I asked you for help?: 46. I told you I loved you?: 47. I told you I hated you?: 48. Someone told you I wanted you to kiss me?: 49. Someone told you I had a crush on you?: 50. Repost this so i can reply back to you?:
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| No scene today, just being in peace... |
[03 May 2005|10:29pm] |
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Awwweee! :-(
"Don't want to face it... Erase it. Don't want to sleep in this basement. Don't want to write the world out cold anymore..."
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